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Podcast Episode: White Trash Bags

14 Oct

Old mother watching son collect white trash bags

Pip: Dreams are a rich inner life, or at least that’s what we tell ourselves at three in the morning when the ceiling clock is staring back at us.

Mara: This episode covers a dream journal entry from masmeron — a vivid nighttime scene involving a cart, some white plastic bags, and a few surprising finds inside them. Let’s start with what was in the cart.

White Trash Bags

Pip: The setup here is classic dream logic — a large cart parked on a deserted roadside, piled high with crumpled white plastic bags, and the dreamer climbing up to dig through them while Nanay waits below.

Mara: The post describes exactly what the search turns up, and it’s not what you’d expect from a pile of trash bags: “Nakita ko na maraming mga puting plastics. Kinakalkal ko daw ito pero wala along makitang totoong basura sa loob ng plastic dahil wala itong mga lamang.”

Pip: So the bags look like garbage but contain nothing — until they contain everything. That’s the tension the dream is actually running on: the thing that looks discarded turns out to be worth bringing home.

Mara: And the contents keep escalating. First there are two closed wallets and assorted household items. Then, once back home and unpacking one bag at a time, three small brooms appear — walis tambo, each a different size, folded up like closed umbrellas.

Pip: Three miniature brooms in descending sizes, nested inside a trash bag on an ownerless cart. The dream’s interior decorator has a very specific vision.

Mara: What strikes me is the care in the unpacking. The post lingers on the detail of opening each broom because they were folded, and on the pleasure of the variety in their sizes. The joy isn’t in finding something valuable — it’s in finding something small and well-made and surprising.

Pip: There’s also Nanay anchoring the whole thing. She stays on the ground while the dreamer climbs, she walks home alongside them, and the happiness is explicitly shared — “tuwang tuwa daw kami umuwi ni Nanay sa bahay.”

Mara: The dream ends the way a lot of good ones do: abruptly. The dreamer wakes at 3:11 in the morning, sees the clock light on the ceiling, and that’s the entry. No interpretation offered, just the image of the light and the time.

Pip: Sometimes the cart full of clean, crumpled plastic bags is its own explanation.


Mara: A dream about finding order inside apparent disorder — small brooms, closed wallets, a mother waiting below.

Pip: Next time, we’ll see what else surfaces when you dig past the surface. Stay curious.

The Last Few Words and Cries

13 Apr

“I am telling you. Be kind to others. Help others who need your help. God bless you.”

(Teofila Mas Meron)

In times of sorrow, can you still remember the last few words of a dying person that you love most? I would like to share with you the last few words and cries of my loving mother that might break your heart and bring your eyes into tears.

10. While on her bed, my mother said with eyes closed, “Catawan, engangaro wan Mo cami. Pano na cami a pinalsa Mo?” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Diyos ko, Kaawaan Mo kami.  Paano na kami na nilalang Mo?”

(English) “God, have mercy on us. How about us of your creation?”

At the age of 94, my mother still remember the Almighty God who created everything. In her entire life, she frequently prayed to God and attended the Holy Mass regularly.

9. On her bed, my mother said with her eyes closed, “Indo, Caca, taganan moyo co. Indo, Caca, taganan moyo co.” “Takpan! Takpan!”(Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Nanay, Ate, hintayin ninyo ako. Nanay, Ate, hintayin ninyo ako.” “Takipan! Takipan!”

(English) “Mother, Sister, wait for me. Mother, Sister, wait for me.” “Cover up!, Cover up!”

My mother was the youngest and favorite child in their family. She loved her mother and sister so much. My mother saw brilliant brightness.

8. My mother said with eyes closed, “Alalayan moyo co.” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Tulungan ninyo ako.”

(English) “Help me.”

My mother had ready helping hands to anybody who needs help.

7. Suddenly, my mother was crying loudly while pointing her diaphragm, “Masakit eti! masakit eti!” (Zambal)

(Tagalog)”Masakit dito! masakit dito!”

(English) “Painful here! Painful here!”

My mother never complained even in rough times of her life.

6. My mother requested with eyes closed, “Dasalan moyo co.” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Dasalan ninyo ako.”

(English) “Pray for me.”

My mother always pray for everyone’s wellness.

5. While inside the ambulance rushing into the hospital, my mother shouted, “Cacoyna labay! Cacoyna labay! Tama na! Tama na! (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Ayaw ko na!, Ayaw ko na! Tama na! Tama na!

(English) “I don’t like it! I don’t like it! Stop! Stop!

My mother never stops for being a good mother and grandmother to us.

4. While in the hospital bed, my mother said again with eyes closed, “Catawan, engangaro wan Mo cami.  Pano na cami a pinalsa mo” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Diyos ko, Kaawaan Mo kami.  Paano na kami na nilalang Mo?”

(English) “God, have mercy on us. How about us of your creation?”

My mother was a strong believer of God. She had strong faith at all times.

3. Still on her bed, my mother said with eyes closed, “Tambayan moyo co. Tambalan moyo co.” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Tulungan ninyo ako. Gamutin ninyo ako.”

(English) “Help me. Heal me.”

My mother was a good helper. She was very kind to children and elders.

2. Still on her bed, my mother said softly with eyes closed, “Abuloyon moyo co.” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Tulungan ninyo ako.”

(English) “Help me.”

My mother helped her family. She really loved them so much.

1. Still on her severe body condition, my mother uttered softly, “Ya.” (Zambal)

(Tagalog) “Oo.”

(English) “Yes.”

My mother had strong influential words that anybody should decide and follow.  She disciplined, guided and mentored us appropriately.

My mother just nodded her head when I talked and asked her until her complete consciousness had gone.

Yes, my mother was gone but her legacy, advises, courage, greatness, kindness, faith, laughter, memories, dreams and so forth remain in our hearts as we live.